Tuesday 21 January 2014

love between response and reaction


Love happens 
intermittently
sometimes 
sporadically ,
For instance ,
may be between 
response and reaction ,
while being with you 
or without you ,
between words 
and silence ,
by 8pm 
or 
by 11 am ,
On Sunday 
or 
Thursday ,
in December
or 
in June .
But
To say 'i love you'
is diplomacy .
Irrationality of logic, 
logic of irrationality ,
romanticization of anticipated agony ,
a web pattern of fantasies ,
a quilt of self-deceptions ,
well calculated manipulations ,
programmed emotions ,
Those symmetrical romantic moments, 
Like pickled cabbage 
absorption of pungent slavery , 
Love is a pastiche.
borrowed emotions ,
borrowed pulsations of heart ,
borrowed codes of love-behavior,
And then 
consciously spontaneous.
You still say ??
love is this and that ??
i repeat .
love happens intermittently 
or sometimes 
sporadically .......

Thursday 2 January 2014

YOU AND ME


while committing suicide 


i was thinking of YOU

and dying 

i was thinking of MYSELF...............